~Hanan

وصلني الواجب من الأخت العزيزة وعد ‪‬(ومآرب أخرى)
من اللحظه اللي وصلني فيها الواجب وانا أفكر، أسرار؟ أسرار !! وستة أسرار
بصراحه احترت كثير، لأن ما عندي شيء ممكن اصنفه كـ سرّ

‎الواجب يقول: اذكر اسم من مررها لك، واذكر ستة أسرار لا يعرفها الكثيرون عنك، وأخيراً تمرير التدوينة لستة مدونين آخرين‫.‬!

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It’s a New Dawn, It’s a New Day, It’s a New Life, For Me and I’m Feeling Good

I’ve met a lot of girls in my life, through school days till graduation day, they’ve all changed!
What makes it funny, one of the best friends was telling everyone that "I" have changed while I’m just the same person she met 10 years ago.
How could she just say that, she didn’t take a look at her behaviors before mine? She was taking care of her "new" relationships at college and forgetting the old ones.
Someone I’ve met in college, 6 years ago, no no it’s actually 5 years ago! I didn’t know her in first year, now we’re best friends, she knows me more than I know my self, even though she’s being a little distance these days but I don’t blame her because I know why, and she knows that I know why she’s a little bit far. But she never acted like I’ve changed at all, even if I did she would tell me if it was for the good or the bad! She wouldn’t go and say that to anyone behind my back!
Even before she goes, she’s promising to keep in touch no matter what, that’s a true friend.

A true friend who won’t change no matter what, who will make sure you take a good look at your flaws before the other notices them, even if it was a tiny flaw no one would pay attention to, she would pointed out, will make sure you get good things just like if they were getting it for themselves!

Earlier today, my cousin was talking about friends and friendships and all kind of relationships, she was talking about people who wouldn’t change. She said that people that go back to our childhood or lets say high school wouldn’t change no matter what but that’s just not fair to other friends, right?
Some people we know for years and years, some maybe since the day we were born, they change in the blink of an eye, and some of those who we’ve met just few years back never ever change!

After these few words that we’ve said, I came to a conclusion that that friend who kept saying that I’ve changed doesn’t want to stay in touch with me. How I knew that, Oh boy, a lot of things became crystal clear after that conversation.

Main thing, When I ask for her BBP and she says that she have sent it as text while I never received it! Later, when I send an FB message and she replies by saying "Give me yours, I’ll add you". What’s the difference? I think that’s obvious

And what made that so funny while thinking of it is when another girl whom I never met asked me if it’s ok to add her, we have something in common which is our passion for photography and that made me add her to win her as a friend too.

There’s some signs that we don’t pay attention to, we just let them pass because we don’t want to get hurt by the one we "LOVED", I say loved because I’ll move on and leave them behind as they ignore me and turn their back to me while I stood there waiting for them to turn and talk to me.

I think that might’ve made me sound like a bad person, but let’s get serious, you don’t want to stay in touch with me then fine just leave, don’t stay by my side pretending to be my friend, because I can tell "by now" who is and who isn’t a "True Friend"..

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God, I feel such relief after typing these words out !
Night.. (or morning, it’s dawn here at 4:44 a.m.)

I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, everyday of my life

في عام 1984
وفي هذه الساعه 9:30 صباحاً
كنت أبكي، لدخولي عالماً لا أعرف عنه أي شيء

والوم أضحك، لأنه أجمل مما توقعت!

تقبل الله منا ومنكم صالح الأعمال
وجعل أيامكم خير وبركه وسرور

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته,,

كما هو واضح في الصورة، انشغلت في الفترة الأخيره بالتعلم والممارسة لهواية جديده، ألا وهي الحفر “النقش” على الزجاج.

كنتُ أُفكر بها منذ مدة طويلة، بعد أن بدأت بالعمل على “التي شيرتات” بدأت استمتع بمشاهدة صور لبعض الأعمال ومشاهدة مقاطع الفيديو القصيرة على الموقع الشهير YouTube ، النتائج النهائية كانت تبهرني كثيراً وصممت أن أقوم بالتجربه حتى لا يأتي يوم أفكر فيه “لمَ لمْ أُجرب ذلك؟!” ..

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Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky you’ll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile what’s the use of crying
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
When there are clouds in the sky
You’ll get by if you smile
And maybe tomorrow
You’ll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile what’s the use of crying
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

قد يكون العنوان مبالغاً فيه في نظر البعض، ولكنه حقيقة!
توأم روحي، انسانه بسيطه بقلبٍ طيب يتسع للجميع، احتضنتني قبل ما يقارب 5 سنين، لو اتوقع ابداً ان تستمر علاقتنا طوال هذه المدة..

اغلب الصداقات انتهت بعد السنين الدراسية المتعدده، انقطعت من قِبَل الطرف الآخر، حرصت ان اكون نِعمَ الصديقة للجميع، ولكن هذه هي الحياة، طرق تجمعنا وطرق تفرقنا..

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