I Can’t Sleep, I Can’t Eat ..
They think I’m on diet, ‘coz I’m loosing weight …
They don’t know it’s the stress that’s taking my *Life* Away …
I Need to sleep, to leave the day behind and dream of a new beginning ..
I Need to eat, to have the strength to walk the mile .. till the end ..
I can’t eat ‘coz food doesn’t taste the same anymore,
because of this bitter feeling the sweet turns into sour..
I chase the sleep every night, to get some rest,
every time I fail, I stay awake and hope its for the best..
People think I have very high self esteem
that’s because they haven’t seen the inner me
I’m full of insecurities, full of fears
and wearing that mask is a way to hide my tears
I’m out of words, literally!
I just can’t find the right words to describe how I feel..
I want to make things clear
but it’s hard doing it alone …