~Hanan

وصلني الواجب من الأخت العزيزة وعد ‪‬(ومآرب أخرى)
من اللحظه اللي وصلني فيها الواجب وانا أفكر، أسرار؟ أسرار !! وستة أسرار
بصراحه احترت كثير، لأن ما عندي شيء ممكن اصنفه كـ سرّ

‎الواجب يقول: اذكر اسم من مررها لك، واذكر ستة أسرار لا يعرفها الكثيرون عنك، وأخيراً تمرير التدوينة لستة مدونين آخرين‫.‬!

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السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته،،

من زمان عن هنا، ومن زمان وفي خاطري حاجات كثيرة بس ما لقيت الكلمات اللي تعبر عنها بشكل مناسب..
قبل شوي وانا اقلب بالايميلات لقيت الايميل هذا، كنت قرأته من فترة بسرعه وما اعطيته اهمية كبيره، الى ان قرأته الآن بعد ان تغيرت بعض الامور في حياتي..

عنوان الرسالة كان: لا تبتئس لدنيا فانية..
اعتقد ان الاغلبية مرّ عليهم، وحبيت ادوّنه هنا حتى يلقاه من يبحث عن ضالته

وخبصت الفصحى بالعامي معليش معليش السهر وما يسوي..
المحتوى باختصار

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It’s True, YOU are unlimited!
Just dig deep inside and you’ll be amazed by what you find down inside you.
Everyone is talented in someway

السلام عليكم،،

قبل فترة كنت اسولف مع كم بنت وع الاشياء اللي ممكن يسوونها وقت الفراغ، استغربت من الردود بصراحه. كيف الانسان يقول انه “غير موهوب” او “ما عندي هواية” والادهى والامر لما يقولون “ما اعرف اسوي *شيء*”.. معقوله الشخص يستهين بقدراته وعلى طول يحكم على نفسه انه ما يقدر؟!

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أول شيء قرأته لما فتحت WriteMonkey كان

Monkey Says: "Things are not as bad as they seem – they’re worse."

فأول شيء تذكرته، إن الاختبارات قريبه جداً جداً، وانا ما اكملت المحاضرات السابقة جميعها حتى اكون مستعدة للاختبارات. يفصلني عن أول يوم امتحان 3 أسابيع فقط..

طيب طيب، شوي شوي اوضح لكم، تفاجأت ان البنات اللي اعرفهم "اون لاين" وايضاً من صديقاتي وزميلاتي، اغلبهم ما عندهم فكرة عن نظام التعليم المطور للانتساب. طبعاً الأغلبيه راح يفكرون ان الموضوع انتساب، يعني ادرس من البيت واحضر كم محاضرة في مقر الجامعة / الكلية وخلاص، بدون رسوم بدون أي شيء. بالعكس، هذا النظام مريح أكثر بكثير من الانتساب اللي الكل يعرفه.
نظام التعليم المطور للانتساب في جامعة الملك فيصل بالأحساء، يتيح للطلاب والطالبات الدراسة من منازلهم، متاح للجميع، والاغلبية المستفيده من النظام هذا هم الموظفين والموظفات اللي عندهم رغبة بالدراسة من جديد او اكمال الدراسة على شهادة الدبلوم "اذا كان بالامكان معادلتها".

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نأتي لهذه الحياة، لتُعنوَن بطاقة دخولنا
بـ “ شهادة ميلاد “

نقضي أيام حياتنا بالسعي خلف تلك الورقة المسماة
بـ “ وثيقة تخرج “

وننسى أن الحياة ،، لحظة

لتنتهي حياتنا، وتنتهي صلاحية بطاقة دخولنا
ويختم عليها بـ “ شهادة وفاة “

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I’ve met a lot of girls in my life, through school days till graduation day, they’ve all changed!
What makes it funny, one of the best friends was telling everyone that "I" have changed while I’m just the same person she met 10 years ago.
How could she just say that, she didn’t take a look at her behaviors before mine? She was taking care of her "new" relationships at college and forgetting the old ones.
Someone I’ve met in college, 6 years ago, no no it’s actually 5 years ago! I didn’t know her in first year, now we’re best friends, she knows me more than I know my self, even though she’s being a little distance these days but I don’t blame her because I know why, and she knows that I know why she’s a little bit far. But she never acted like I’ve changed at all, even if I did she would tell me if it was for the good or the bad! She wouldn’t go and say that to anyone behind my back!
Even before she goes, she’s promising to keep in touch no matter what, that’s a true friend.

A true friend who won’t change no matter what, who will make sure you take a good look at your flaws before the other notices them, even if it was a tiny flaw no one would pay attention to, she would pointed out, will make sure you get good things just like if they were getting it for themselves!

Earlier today, my cousin was talking about friends and friendships and all kind of relationships, she was talking about people who wouldn’t change. She said that people that go back to our childhood or lets say high school wouldn’t change no matter what but that’s just not fair to other friends, right?
Some people we know for years and years, some maybe since the day we were born, they change in the blink of an eye, and some of those who we’ve met just few years back never ever change!

After these few words that we’ve said, I came to a conclusion that that friend who kept saying that I’ve changed doesn’t want to stay in touch with me. How I knew that, Oh boy, a lot of things became crystal clear after that conversation.

Main thing, When I ask for her BBP and she says that she have sent it as text while I never received it! Later, when I send an FB message and she replies by saying "Give me yours, I’ll add you". What’s the difference? I think that’s obvious

And what made that so funny while thinking of it is when another girl whom I never met asked me if it’s ok to add her, we have something in common which is our passion for photography and that made me add her to win her as a friend too.

There’s some signs that we don’t pay attention to, we just let them pass because we don’t want to get hurt by the one we "LOVED", I say loved because I’ll move on and leave them behind as they ignore me and turn their back to me while I stood there waiting for them to turn and talk to me.

I think that might’ve made me sound like a bad person, but let’s get serious, you don’t want to stay in touch with me then fine just leave, don’t stay by my side pretending to be my friend, because I can tell "by now" who is and who isn’t a "True Friend"..

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God, I feel such relief after typing these words out !
Night.. (or morning, it’s dawn here at 4:44 a.m.)

Today at Tiffany’s, we went in to take a look at the "Key Necklace" which everyone was SO CRAZY about. While I was in there I thought of buying a gift to someone special and only then I realized I didn’t buy anything for my parents recently, so I decided to get something for my mother.
I told her what did she like but she didn’t say anything, well, she knows I’m going to buy whatever she likes and that’s why she didn’t tell me.
I had my eyes on one of the necklaces and I just couldn’t take my eyes off of it, so I asked my sisters if mom will like it, I asked all of them and they all agreed that it will be the best thing to get for her.
So now I have to buy it behind her back!! My sisters know the plan LOL one of them took her with her to another shop which was a little bit far.
I bought it and asked him to wrap it for me, I LOVE Tiffany!
Now, it’s time I give it to her

Next step, What should I get for dad? I don’t have brothers, so I need some help.

Please help me decided what would be the best gift for a father..

P.S: Thanks Yellow Taxi, Write Monkey helped a lot here

I Can’t Sleep, I Can’t Eat ..
They think I’m on diet, ‘coz I’m loosing weight …

They don’t know it’s the stress that’s taking my *Life* Away …

I Need to sleep, to leave the day behind and dream of a new beginning ..
I Need to eat, to have the strength to walk the mile .. till the end ..

I can’t eat ‘coz food doesn’t taste the same anymore,
because of this bitter feeling the sweet turns into sour..
I chase the sleep every night, to get some rest,
every time I fail, I stay awake and hope its for the best..

People think I have very high self esteem
that’s because they haven’t seen the inner me
I’m full of insecurities, full of fears
and wearing that mask is a way to hide my tears

I’m out of words, literally!
I just can’t find the right words to describe how I feel..

I want to make things clear
but it’s hard doing it alone …

I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, everyday of my life